Because you have 108….ONE HUNDERED EIGHT GOTDAMN BOARDS ON PINTEREST. And each board is chock full-o-shit.
When women like this snap, someone should be able to refer back to her Pinterest account and be like, the evidence was already here in plain sight.
Stop being crazy. Bye.
in order to fully experience the depths of hell you have to first be lifted high up into heaven. you need to get a good long taste of bliss, get it deep enough in your system that it becomes part of you. maybe it even comes to life inside you. you need to get familiar with it… get used to it… learn to love it with all your heart and soul.
the trip to hell begins not with a fall but a gradual ascent. like a comfortable plane ride. first class seats, even. you’ve earned the trip to wherever it is you think you’re going, but hell comes when the plane doesn’t make it. you get your hopes way up, you make happy plans, you believe strongly enough in something that you plant your soul in it… and then the crash happens.
hell is the crash itself, and the suffering you endure after the crash. the crippling debilitating pain. everybody tells you to move on, and of course you want to move on, but you can’t move at all. your moving parts have been crushed. you’re clearly being punished but you have no idea what you did wrong.
http://fertilityfreak.wordpress.com/2011/12/19/hell/
This is probably the most accurate description of pregnancy loss (at least for me) that I have ever read. Beyond that specific type of loss even. Loss in general that hits close to home.
Remember getting real, live cards? Real, live letters? This year I am sending birthday/love cards to my friends/family. I collect pretty, ornate, cunty, blank cards (I do cunty, ornate planners too; shout-out to Papaya Art on my 2012 Book of Days) so now I have a chance to use them regularly. I was going to post the cards I am currently using but I don’t want to spoil it for a friend to whom I recently mailed a card. Little gestures like this can be so appreciated by people. I’m doing my part.
I think it’s a shame that many people will never get to hear the nicest things about them because everyone waits until they die. I will not let that happen to my loved ones and I can only hope they do the same for me. At least on birthdays, I will make it a point to tell people what I love about them and what makes them special.
My birthday is May 25th. Just thought y’all should know.
The lunar new year begins January 23rd. 2012 is the year of the Water Dragon. A description of what this means really struck a nerve in me, and I think it will be relevant as all the fucks.
The Energy of this Water Dragon Year will favor optimum expansion and growth, being less imperious and power-hungry than the other Dragons. This year favors the art of negotiation, progressive ideas with an eye to reinforcement of foundations for all we plan to build for the future.
…the power of the Water Dragon Year is all about flowing over or around obstacles. At the same time, the Water element energy nourishes new beginnings, innovation and successful growth.
…it is truly fortuitous that the Year of the Water Dragon is heralded for its serene, visionary intelligence. It is a Dragon Year that celebrates a balance of left-brain logic with right-brain creativity.
Water’s all-encompassing energy in this fearless Dragon Year will empower us to be far more cognizant of the needs of others; more socially and environmentally conscious; and, more civil in our discourse.
Oh, let us do it.
